There Are So Many Kinds of Love :')

There's a boy who always love that one girl ever since he knew what love is. He loves her, always hoping that one day that girl will like him much more than just a friend. Always love her, even though now she has a boyfriend. He wants to forget her so much, but he keep failing. Somehow he knows, that he can love this girl forever. No matter how long it will takes for her to love him back, no matter how much pain he will have to endure everyday. The only thing that keep him smiling is still, his love for that girl.
I'm so overwhelmed by this boy's love. I think this boy is the most faithful lover I've ever known.


There's a girl who loves one boy. They used to be really close, but then that boy lied to her. She was so dissapointed and hurt by him. She would've done everything every time the boy asked for help. She would've defended him no matter how often her friends criticized him. She would've forget the other boy (that she likes so much) and prefer to be with him. But the boy just easily lied to her, hurt her feeling without feeling guilty. That girl was very sad but she wanted to move on. Slowly but sure she forgot him, as the days passed. She didn't want to give her affection to the boy that didn't worth it.
Now I think this girl is the strongest girl I've ever known.

There's a girl who has a boyfriend. That boy loves her so much, so does her. Together they make a perfect couple. They have been together for a long time. There are a lot of troubles on the way but they fought them together and they came out stronger than ever. Every time she felt down, she always has boyfriend who always be there to cheer her up. They help each other, they complete each other, and most importantly they love each other. 
 This couple makes me so envious, in a good way. I hope that one day I will find my own, just like that girl. I think this girl is the luckiest girl I've ever known.

There's a boy who had a girlfriend. They loved each other and they accepted each other just the way he and she was. Sometimes there were so many problems but they could finish them and they kept going strong. Now that boy is a little confuse, he want to know what is the best, Love or to be loved? The most happiest thing is to love someone who love you just like you love her / him. But he doesn't feel that way, that's why he decides to end his relationship with her girlfriend. That boy feels that saying 'It's over' is so much harder that saying 'I love you'. He doesn't want to make her girlfriend sad, but he thinks that this is the best for both of them. Once he wants to break up, he won't come back again. Once he decides to keep his relationship, he won't easily saying it's over

I admire the way that boy thinks. He is mature and gentleman, even though he's younger than me. I think this boy is the wisest boy I've ever known,

There's a girl who loves a boy. She always love him since she's getting close to him. Her relationship with this boy was confusing. That boy has changed his mind million time about his feeling for her, and she cried million time. Her best friends always be there for her, to support her, to cheer her up, to tell her that 'he doesn't worth your tears. You'd better stop or you will only get even hurt'. In her mind she thought she better listen to them. In her hearts she would never stop to love this boy. Day by day she hoped, she wished, she prayed that one day that boy could love her as much as she love him. But she kept getting hurt and all her hopes are getting hopeless. At some point she begin to give up, she feels that she can't take being hurt anymore. But she still love that boy so much. So much that every time he crossed her mind, she feels pain. But no matter how much pain that she feels, she just couldn't get over that boy. Her friends think that she is a total idiot. She is agree with them but deep down, she can't stop loving him. She never regret that she fell in love with him, he gave her so much happiness. That happiness is so much more that the pain that she feel. And she is so grateful for that.
That girl is me.
In tears typing these words :')

:'(

What have I done? I wish I could run.
Away from this ship going under
Just trying to forget, hurt someone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right...

Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this

So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth, that sometimes love isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I love

Explanation Text

Volcano Eruption

General Statement:

          

           Do you know what a volcano is? I guess you all know volcano is a mountain with magma inside it. Most volcanoes are formed on land, but there are some volcanoes that are on the ocean floor. You know the famous volcanoes in Indonesia, right? Yes, there are Mount Merapi and Mount Krakatau. Mount Merapi was erupt in October 2010 and Mount Krakatau was erupt in 1883. The eruptions are really massive and destructive. Do you want to know how is the volcano erupting? Well, let me explain to you.

Sequenced Explanation about Why or How Something Occurs:

             

           At first, the eruption begins when pressure on a magma chamber inside the volcano forces magma up through the conduit and out the volcano's vents.   Then, when the magma chamber has been completely filled, the pressure is getting higher. Finally, the magma reaches up to the surface. When magma reaches earth's surface it is called lava.  It may pour out in gentle streams called lava flows or erupt violently into the air.  Rocks ripped loose from the inside of the volcano or torn apart by the gas. may be shot into the air with the lava. The lava destroys everything in its path because it is very hot.  The big rocks can destroy anything because the sizes are super big. The thick black smoke can burn everything slowly and it’s suffocating.

Closing:

      

         There’s no doubt that volcano eruption is really dangerous. Many people were dead because of it. A big number of people had to abandon their homes and land forever.  Even the whole world's climate was changed for a while as a result of an eruption. But volcano eruptions bring good effects too, because after a long time it can make the land fertile. Now you know how and the effects of volcano eruption, don’t you? If you want to find out more try searching for it in internet. Good luck, guys!

Jar of Hearts

Dalam satu hari menghasilkan dua entri. Tepuk tangan untuk diri sendiri karena sudah produktif. 

#tepuktangan.

Pertama denger lagu ini, 'wow buat kau nian' aku mikir. Terus kuhayati lirikny, pas nian sumpah demi deh.

Lagu inilah yang terus menerus kudengeri tiap kali aku pengeen 'bertindak' duluan. Lagu ini juga penguat aku biar berenti galau-galau (padahal ini lagu galau). Jadi inget omongan Rere, "Jangan galau-galau, Tas!" Jadi kangen Rere deh :* #loh

Lagu ini kupasang di blog, sekarang ini liriknya. Cobalah di translate sendiri maka engkau akan mengerti. Resapilah. Sesungguhnya lagu ini bagus.

#np lagunya

Jar of Hearts -Christina Perri-

You know, I can’t take one more step towards you
Cause all that’s waiting is regret
Don’t you know I’m not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most...

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you’re asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I would have missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you’re back
You don’t get to get me back!

And who do you think you are
Running around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don’t come back for me
Don’t come back at all!

Who do you think you are?

"Who do you think you are?" 
"Who do I think I am?"

a twisted mind -..-

blog ini berdebu. Sudah lama nggak disentuh-sentuh. Yah belakangan memang kepikiran buat entri tapi penyakit biasa menyerang : m.a.l.a.s 

Padahal tadinya mau buat entri soal pameran seni di sekolah. Apa boleh buat deh. Malah sekarang mau buat entri galau.

Kalau ada yang tanya aku, "Mana yang lebih baik, mencintai atau dicintai?"

Aku susah jawab pertanyaan itu.

Mencintai seseorang buat kita bahagia, bener-bener bahagia ketika orang yang kita cintai mencintai kita juga. Atau paling tidak, masih membutuhkan kita.

Dicintai seseorang buat kita bahagia, bener-bener bahagia ketika kita juga mencintai orang yang mencintai kita. 

Tapi hal yang paling bahagia adalah mencintai seseorang dan dicintai seseorang yang cintanya sama besarnya dengan kita.

Terus kalau ada yang tanya aku, "Sekarang kamu di posisi mana? Kamu bahagia nggak?"

Aku bakal jawab, "Aku sekarang dalam posisi berharap. Aku pengen punya hal yang paling bahagia itu. Tapi sekarang aku cukup bahagia. Aku bersyukur masih punya sahabat dan keluarga yang aku sayang dan menyayangi aku." :))

Aku nggak lagi cinta dengan seseorang --tapi belum yakin sih-- dan sejauh ini rasanya, belum ada orang yang mencintai aku. #eaaa

Tapi aku memang kangen sama seseorang, aku masih butuh seseorang itu. Aku kangen perasaan tenang yang biasanya ada setiap hari karena ada dia.

Oke, itulah entri galau. Numpang galau di blog sendiri, nggak salah kan? :p